…pelangi hujan…

judul ini gw ambil dari artikelnya indra herlambang di sebuah majalah gratisan ibukota yang gw baca tadi pagi..

its kinda interesting to know how people actually meet with their "soulmate",  and u will be amaze with how the universe work for them to find "the one"..

It requires a very long and bizzare story to told, that I finally "meet" the person after a long (and winding) road :p, well, the question is.. how will you know that he is the one?

its simple.. your heart will know in an instant..

klo diliat dari judulnya sih, niatnya pengen cerita soal my love life.. tapi.. segitu pentingnya kah kehidupan cinta gw ampe perlu diposting di blog segala??emang ada yang peduli gituh?heueuheheh.. well.. niat gw cuma buat curhat doang kok, terserah deh nganggep penting apa ngga… :p

start with komen komen di FS yang kaget dengan pergantian status gw yang lumayan cepet.. hmm..mo bilang apa yah.. gw juga ga niatan kok untuk cepet ganti status, it just happen.. banyak yg nanya ko cepet bgt sih ra??hmm.. cepet kan relatif bukan? hehehe..

kita cuma dua temen lama yang ketemu lagi dan kebetulan kita berdua baru aja berganti status menjadi single.. and i dunno why, somehow we got that "bizzare connection" (pinjem bahasanya yaa pacar..:p) and then we decide to give it a go… well.. why not?? maybe it’s about time.. harus jalan berliku2 dulu baru ketemu.. kalo komentar temen2 deket gw sih… "ko bisa?", atau "akhirnyaaa", atau ada yg cuma ketawa puas gitu.. hehehe.. dan jadilah gw bahan celaan baru.. huh! x(

tapi biarpun gw jadi bahan celaan temen2 deket gw..  i feel so blessed and HAPPY!

ngerjain yang mana dulu yah…yg ini penting.. yg itu penting juga…

tapi yg ini deadlinenya besok.. yang ini..hmm.. besok juga sih..

trus yg mana dulu yah.. hmm..

(sambil mikir buka buka friendster, upload foto, isi comment, update blog.. hmm.. buka americanidol.com pgn liat performancenya blake lewis.. trus buka buka email ga penting.. ketawa-ketawa ga jelas.. eeh.. ada tmn gw ngajakin chating.. ngobrol dulu ah… )

*waktu menunjukkan pukul 17.00..

"waah, udah jam 5, gw harus kuliah nih.." trus beres-beres meja, matiin komputer… turun lift..

trus pas dijalan mikir.. hmm.. kerjaan gw gimana yah yg tadi??

*&#%&^@%!^%*&!#*!()*#)&$#*(@&

We’ve been together for a while now

We’re growing stronger everyday now

It feels so good and there’s no doubt

I will stay with you as each morning brings sunrise

And the flowers bloom in springtime

All my love you can rely And I’ll stay with you

I’ll stay with you through the up and downs

I’ll stay with you when no one else is around

And when the dark clouds arise I will stay by your side

I know we’ll be alright I will stay with you

Though relationships can get old

They had a tendency to grow cold

We have something like miracle

Yeah, I’ll stay with you

And there will be heartaches and pains, yes it will

But through it all, we will remain In this life,

we all know friends may come, they may go

Through the years I know I will stay

And in the end I know that we’ll find Love so beautiful and divine

We’ll be lovers for the lifetime And I’ll stay with you

I will stay with you..

It’s over,

and I will be just fine…

so fed up..

my friend once said to me.. having an affair is like riding on a jet coaster, menyenangkan sekaligus menegangkan, tapi seseneng2nya lo diatas.. u have to get down..klo ngga.. lo bakal mual dan sakit..

udah kebal sama yg namanya mual.. dan gw ga sanggup turun..

how can I love you, when you’re not around
you wanted it all and then you let me down
you made me promises, you know you never keep
how can I love you, when I don’t know where to start
how can I love you, when you break my heart

I think of all the days and nights we shared,
and start to wonder if you ever really cared
how can I love you when I don’t know where I stand,
just let me know so I can make my plans

if you love me, let me know,
if you don’t want me , tell me so
cause I won’t be waiting for you,
don’t wanna waste my time
just let me know so I can live my life
if you love me, let me know,
if you don’t want me, tell me so,
’cause this
can’t be love
when you’re hurting me this much,
if this is love I don’t wanna know

(Gabrielle - If you Love Me)

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
Dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
Dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

karya : Sapardi Djoko Damono

this is my favourite poem ever.. dalem bgt kaan..
hiks…jadi pengen nangis..(lho!) hehehe..
abis ngebayanginnya yg romantis gitu..
klo ada cowo yg ngomong gitu ke gw, pasti gw akan berurai air mata saking terharunya.. huhuhu.. abis romantis bangeet… ;’>

Pernah gak lo di posisi menyesal akan sesuatu yang lo pernah perbuat di masa lalu?? u feel so bad about it that u wish u can turn back time?? and hoping that you will happier now if u never did it..?? gw pernah.. waktu itu gw pernah berkomitmen sama seseorang.. and it turns to be my stupid decision!! he runs into another girl!! hiks.. coba aja dulu gw ga pernah jadian sama cowo yg satu ini, mungkin gw ga akan ngerasain sakit hati kaya gini.. (yup..gw masih merasa sakit hati.. walopun kejadiannya udah lama banget..  ) what if.. what if.. what if… ?? gw trus berandai-andai.. but then I realize… things happen for a reason… pasti ada sesuatu di balik semua kejadian yg gw alamin ini.. bisa jadi ini bikin gw lebih sabar.. lebih hati-hati milih cowo pastinya..heuehuehe.. dan bikin gw lebih arif mandang hidup… caelah.. and im sure, this whole things makes me stronger..  whatdayathink??